I made it to #4.
What happened? Well, I decided to begin the challenge in the middle of an extremely busy time of life. I was working from early morning till late evenings 6 days a week. It's an excuse and it's lame - but I was just too tired.
So I'm starting over. And readjusting the goals. 3 blogs per week for 6 months. I could feel pathetic about it but this blog (and my life) is to be about facing fear and failure. And I'm learning that unless I can experience and overcome fear in the most personal areas of life - from blogs to a boyfriend to jobs - then I am a fraud.
So I'm going to start over with a personal goal done in public view. (my blog)
I'm going to go against the norm/the trend/the pressure to be independent and move across the country to see what good things could happen with a boy. (my boyfriend)
And I'm going to trust with unrelenting hope that there is a job out there. (my future job)
It might be more of a trust thing that this job will not define me. And it will be used by God to make much of this life. I so deeply want to make much of this life I've been given.
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And you have made much of your life for so many people not the least of which are your Mom and Dad who are oh-so-proud of you. And think of all those spiritual lives you have touched around the world no less!
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